Spiritual Journey Of Siddhartha

Suddenly sleeping energy wakes up…. And start going upwards… It starts evaporating – Waking up all the centers of the body… The seven chakras of the body. This waking energy is Kundalini energy Going up…traveling through your spine…. Going towards Sahastrahara…. And once it wakes up … Awareness and Bliss start coming to you….

Experience One – In a very conscious dream - in a way I was allowing in the dream to happen whatever is happening – in the dream Tara is giving me healing on the head – “Sahastrahara” or may be she is trying to open the chakra – everything is happening so intensely and interestingly. I noticed her Guru around always. So this is what I can make out that her Guru is behind all this – pushing me ahead on the journey…. The time of the jump…….. Experience Two – Tara Jap and then Shiva Jap I went into Shava-asana but again slept could not maintain awareness but during this process somebody came near me…could be Tara or some divine power who slapped me and then I was awake in the Samadhi – may be she was Tara – and then may be I heard this disappearing sound saying… “You will be appointed somewhere but you are not ready yet…as if she is waiting for me to wake up and get ready….” Some moment happening on the journey….

May be in Rishikesh – enjoying beauty – I suddenly saw Sri Sri Ravi Shankar with all his group – I just went there and he blessed me – with his hand on top of my head and suddenly something happened – some kind of electricity – I was wearing a cap which I dropped. The deeper meaning is I was able to let go of things which I was holding. Sri Sri was wearing the same old white clothes and glowing with all his splendor, after blessing he just went his way with his whole crowd of people – smiling – joking as he is. Then I started going behind him – I saw some of the Osho’s people also there who were welcoming Sri Sri Ji with the mala in there hand. The dream in which these great people come and give darshan is like a blessing to the sadhak…it appears to be a dream but still it is more than a dream…it touches you deep in your heart and help in your transformation. Its like a bath for the soul…

I was taking a session of a Woman…then I was enjoying the state of bliss and meditation. That woman was watching and suddenly she disappeared. Then 3 or 4 young spiritual men came also knows as Babas….they do not seem to be very educated …may be coming from some village…and they put on this strange music. They started singing and playing there weird music. Although I tried to appreciate the music but the music was not of my choice – not my taste actually. I was also going through different sensation in my body – it was not so awakening state – mostly dreamy not completely dreamy because there are traces of my mind or something inside trying to wake up.

I will be wasting my time if I wait for tomorrow – you can regret – you can cry but there will be no use. The real intelligence says start walking the moment you stop – start walking. A spiritual seeker should not be dependent on the outer circumstances and situation – he should be ready hear and now to start walking. So it all depends upon us how much time we want to waste – this the game which mind plays – break this pattern of mind – if you have stopped now don’t find excuses that you cant walk now. No stand up and start walking – in this way you are going beyond mind….. And this is what the master Osho says that “Man has only one moment with him, he doesn’t get another moment whenever he get only one moment comes to him, just worry about this very moment and the second moment will take care of itself.”

Kincha how many sunsets you have seen... but you dont wake up....wake up.... Gather yourself...collect yourself and wake up... For how long you want tostay at this end now leave this end....the other end calls... wake up... You got enough but still you want more... will you ever get satisfied...will ever that contentment comes... Now fly...don't be afraid...because you have wings... For how long you will stay in your small house...the sky calls you Now Fly... This entertainment will keep on happening... and you will carry on like this... Now its time to die... Die Kincha so that Buddha can take Birth Wake up Kincha... your higher nature calls... Wake up....wake up....