Spiritual Journey Of Siddhartha

Oh Wow... Surprisingly... I have been transported to this new world... A divine vehicle is gifted... Which takes me through this secret door... The door between the sun and the moon... The door between the conscious and the unconscious... Takes me beyond the body... Takes me beyond the mind... Into the garden of light... Which has no boundaries... Above the law... This “I” has gratitude... For the kingdom which has been given... For tasting the wine... This “I” is nothing but still... It becomes God... Allah...

Nadi ke Dweep is another of Osho’s recommended book. Osho says; The Hindi title is NADI KE DWEEP, which may be translated as ISLANDS OF A RIVER, and it was written by Satchidanand Vatsyayana. This novel is for those who want to meditate; it is a meditators novel. No other novel, neither by Tolstoy nor Chekhov, can be compared to it.” I have been trying very hard to get this book and finally I am going through it... There is something which I feel like translating and here it goes..... “Chandra and Rekha are having arguments with each other on “What is Truth...?”. Chandra was saying that Truth is everything, whatever we see around, whatever we experience is Truth. This is the basis and the foundation of Truth. Rekha interrupted...but there is also false in this world, there is also untruth, fraud, illusion...is this also Truth? Or you would like to define Truth in a different way, if you say that everything is truth then all these things also comes into truth. Chandra replied... “No, wh...

Tree Swaying... Swaying with the breezes... Playing with the wind... Dancing to its tune... Flowing with its rhythm... Ecstasy is happening... Orgasm is reaching... Tree swaying... Touching something in me... Touching the chords of my heart... Tree swaying... Giving a message of love, celebration & Sufis... Tree swaying... Saying, “I am fulfilled...” The Alexander is a long and never ending journey Be a Diogenes right now... Yes if not now....when... When....

Question: Bhagwan what is the fastest and the most dangerous way of finishing our ego? Answer – Ego...have you seen it, have you touched it...where is it... Ego is the biggest lie, how can you eliminate something which is not there. If you fight with the darkness, one thing is sure...you will lose because if you want to win over someone that someone has to be there. And there is no easy or difficult way to finish the ego and there is no fastest or slowest way to eliminate the ego...because ego doesn ’t exist. So ego has to be there if you want to destroy it. There is only one thing and that is being aware and conscious, awareness is the only way which can open up your eyes, you don’t have to fight with anything you just have to open up your eyes. Start becoming aware of your body and you will see that the body starts becoming beautiful; the body will have a very beautiful harmony. Then start becoming aware of your mind, of your thought which are going around and then will see that tho...

Osho said – “When you are lost, god is. When you are, god disappears. Both cannot exist together. The relationship is almost like darkness and light. The room is dark -- you bring light in. The moment you bring light in, the darkness is no more there. I was reading an old Sufi story -- a parable -- about a very ancient cave. The cave had never known any light -- it was so dark, and it was hidden so deep in a mountain. The sun started feeling very sorry for the cave. He would come every morning and would knock -- but the cave wouldn't listen. One day he knocked unusually loud and he said to the cave, 'What are you doing there for centuries and centuries? I come every day and I bring such tremendous beauty and colour and light and love and life and warmth -- and you continue hiding there! What are you doing there? Come out! Just for once, just for a change, come out and see what is happening outside. It is no more night. There is no need to hide!' The cave could not believe i...

The one who can find silence In the midst of loudness... The one who can find stillness In the midst of fast movement.... The one who can find God In the midst of all the desires... The one who can find himself In the midst of everybody... The one who can attain to love In the midst of all this ego.... The one who can attain the Buddha In the midst of being a Zorba... The one who can attain the blossoming of a flower In the midst of rocks sitting around.... The one who can be the oasis In the midst of this vast desert... That one is the one whose Mind and the heart are together Are in harmony Are in ecstasy....

Recently watched this movie called Beowulf, this movie is based on the epic poem written by some anonymous poet. If looked from the superficial point of view it’s the hero fighting with the dragon and other enemies but if we go deeper into this movie we will see that this movie is talking about the vicious circle of endless desire. The one who start conquering the small desire come to a point where he also faces the mother of all the desires. Beowulf in the man who is in everybody, he is young, he is energetic, enthusiastic, confident, powerful and he is the one who has come fresh from God and this is how everybody comes from God and one day he starts going beyond the desire and in doing so he kills many sons of mother desire. And in doing so he actually gives the ultimate challenge to the mother of desire but when Beowulf faces her, he starts losing his strength and control because this desire seems to be the ultimate and gives many promises to him and also she appears as the mos...

Brothers Karamazov is a novel which represents life in very detail. Dostoevsky has studied human mind and its nature very closely and in his novel he has revealed in very detail about human mind. He has talked about love and how it transforms you, he has written about jealousy and what it leads to and how it burns. He is the most alive and enthusiastic writer I have across, I don’t see a trace of passiveness in his language and I feel his energy is so active, so lively and so passionate. If one has to talk about life then Dostoevsky novel is the perfect material which reveals different dimensions of life. One can miss Gita; one can miss Ramayana but should not miss Dostoevsky’s Brothers Karamazov. It happens very rarely that the expression of life is revealed through words and this novel takes you on a journey called life.

There is no reason why? Why I can’t be joyous all the time? Why can’t I be in that bliss always? Why can’t I enjoy that inner ecstasy always? Why can’t I be in Rasa always? Why can’t I? The mind will say how it can be? How can the light prevail always? How can this star remain always? How can this be possible? The mind says How? And the heart says Why Not? Follow the heart and you will know the secret of life...

Sri Ramana has a beautiful presence, a presence who is so calm, so peaceful and a face which is so full of love and radiating light. Looking at Sri Ramana suddenly you start losing all the unessential and start growing and transforming in your being. This miracle start happening when you feel the presence of someone who has realized, the biggest miracle is that you start becoming desireless and start flowing in oneself. Guru can be the biggest inspiration for you but only inspiration on your path, walking has to be done by you only alone and that is all the function of the Guru is that he becomes a living example and Sri Ramana is one of that example. The magic of their presence is such that even if you see these Buddhas in your dream you start coming out of your dream and you start become more and more aware and conscious. They quietly come into your dream and give you blessing and love. Through this blog I pay my loving panamas to Sri Ramana Maharshi. Gratitude Siddhartha

A Guru, guide, philosopher, friend, companion, teacher and many more names people give it to Vikas Ji. He is the first one I have come across who gave me the taste of what it means to be near a Guru. Till now I have only read and heard of what Guru is but when I came in contact with him something started changing in me, a new dimension started opening in me and I started seeing the practical side of life , of spirituality. I met Vikas Ji when he is about to give his first lecture in Delhi, when he is about to share himself to this world and after this lecture I am in touch with him. He is the one who inspired me into paintings and helped in doing my first art exhibition. He is the one who inspired me to write a book which I am in a process. He is the one who gave me ideas on how to run a successful business. Vikas Ji has written many books and taken different groups to inspire and guide people towards development and growth of their consciousness. Individual who comes in contact with h...

In love you Start disappearing... And dissolving... And melting... And finishing... And evaporating... And be nothing... And in that loosing... You............................... ................................... ................................... Love – who? – doesn’t matter Love love love And Nanak says The one who loves experiences God “Jin Prem Kiyo Tin Hi Prabho Payo”

Buddha is about to leave his body, he has declared I will only be in this body for 4 months, after 4 months you will not see me in this body. Buddha said use these 4 months for your transformation; now don’t waste any more time... Wake up! Wake up! Wake up!.. Listening to this declaration the disciples didn’t believe their ears...they were deeply moved...some went into deep shock...even those who have experienced Samadhi in their sadhana...the disciples who have attained Arhatva – a state of victory over the enemies – a state when the king is established unto himself – a state where the victory over the senses have happened – even those Arihantas were deeply moved – they never thought Buddha will ever die – such a beautiful man – how can death touch him. But howsoever beautiful the person is the death comes to him - it comes to everybody – doesn’t even leave Krishna nor Osho. The news was disturbing and everyone loved Buddha so much that it was impossible to give away this attac...

Who is he? Who speaks? Who thinks? Who sees? Who walks? Who writes? Who reads? Who is he? Who says who is he? Find the source... From where everything comes... From where the expression comes... From where the manifestation comes... Who is he? Peeling peeling the onion... And see who is left...? Who is he? Who is he? Who is he? Who am I?

The innocence has all the secret of life...you come so close to God in those moments. If there is a God – you start feeling that presence. And man if he can cry he is so close to the truth or I should say that he is the truth – that moment – that crying gives all the fulfilment which heart is always looking for. Same innocence I experienced in the movie “Blue Umbrella” – Pankaj Kapoor in this movie expresses that beauty of innocence, of heart, of love. The movie brings you back to you – back to your roots – back to your home.

Enlightenment Guaranteed is a beautiful movie which gives you a flavour of acceptance – enlightenment is something in which you are – you are enlightened – you are already there – but the moment we try to be something else – we go away from our nature – going against the nature is going against acceptance – once you accept who you are – whatever you are – not desiring to go anywhere – not asking for anything – which Krishnamurti says “Choiceless Awareness”. Being aware of yourself – wherever you are – whatever you are – not complaining – here and now – exploring yourself. In that moment you start flowering – you start ripening - you start growing – you start elevating....

A beautiful movie which can remind you of love, of Heer and Ranjha. Waris Shah is a Punjabi movie….watching this movie you will slowly slowly start melting…although being a punjabi movie one may think that it cannot be understood…but on the contrary while watching the movie you will enjoy the melody of the language too. This movie is more of living, more of experiencing than thinking about it….. While writing “Heer” Waris Shah is asked how are you going to end this story of yours……Waris Shah said first of all I am just the medium “Heer” is descending on him and second he doesn’t know the next thing he will write….so its up to him how God ends. A movie which is missed….watching Shah Rukh Khan is ok, is good but if one wants to experience some drops of real love….one should watch this…this movie can shake people…can bring them out of internet love…into real love. Amrita Pritam writes… Aj aakhan Waris Shah nun, kiton kabraan vichchon bol, Te aj kitab-e-ishq daa koi agla varka p...

Sometimes it happens that the creation happens…in fact whenever we see the creation it is something of another world…not of this world…so creation just happens nobody makes it happen. The creativity descend upon us – the same way is has descended on Sona – a singer whose hypnotic voice is spreading its fragrance everywhere. I feel the flavor of love, flavor of jungle in her voice - listening to her just touches something in my heart. Beautiful Soma….

Today listening to Osho’s discourse on Buddha something transpired in me…. Servants have turned into masters and masters into servants…. Our servants these 5 senses… They have deceived the master…. The master doesn’t question them any more…. The messages coming from the servants are trusted blindly now…. This is what animal nature is…. And going beyond the senses is going beyond the animal nature. Going deeper and deeper into the matter we found out it’s because of the mind… The existence of the mind… The moment we don’t listen to the mind….it starts dying…. The transformation starts happening…. The master starts appearing…..

And then she came…. Asking question about her…. About her future… About her self… Asking asking asking…. Then she asked with love in her eyes Who are you? Where do you come from? What do you do? Where are you heading…? All I know I am Siddhartha on the path…. Don’t know where I come from Don’t know who I am Don’t know where I am heading… Same question arise inside me as yours Same emotion arise inside me as yours Same situation arise inside me as yours Almost everything the same Making a small difference of the master He Who is guiding and showing the path… Showing who I am Showing where I come from Showing where I am heading With innocence she departed Overfilling me with love Giving me something of the beyond That smile…. Those eyes of god… Torching my heart… She connected to me God connected to me God comes in all the faces….

Obstacles can be transformed into spiritual growth Poison can be transformed into nectar Evil can be transformed into virtues Distraction can be counted into devotion on the path. People around can remind you of yourself Of your ego Of your mistakes Of your childish nature As Osho says where will you run…? Where will you go…? Wherever you will go there will be you & you is the problem, You is the obstacle So be in this you….completely…. Without running…without doing…..by being By watching…by waking up from sleep. As Milarepa says mukti is hidden in samsara The evils brings chances of more growth Those distracting, illusionary and confusing thoughts Make me remind of myself…. Of this samsara, of this big play. They make me more accomplish yogi. As Gorakh says Die O Yogi Die Die do completely that death becomes the amrit Die here and now…wherever you are….you can die.... This is the promise of Gorakh….

Master at whatever state he is, whatever is given to him… There is a beautiful alchemy … A beautiful transformation which happens…. Even dust turns into gold and same hold for the unconsciousness person even gold turns into dust. Even positive turns into negative because of his ego, because of his blindness. Osho’s recommended “Alice in wonderland” is another example of god’s work, of nature working. Who would have thought that even children’s book can hold the most essential truth. May be, I guess children’s books comes much closer to the truth because they are innocent down to earth, without ego. When you read this book not only you enjoy what Alice is going through but also parallel to it you also notice the subtle truth which is behind the story. I pray gratitude to the lovely master Osho, without him I would not have known or lived or grown in the realms which I was not even aware of. He has helped me from a very scratch, he has ignited the light within me and...

Rain Comes And washes everything Cleanses everything Gives new life to everybody The dust on the leaves of tree Wait for it patiently The hope of man’s heart Wait for it patiently The dance of peacock’s being Wait for it patiently The thirst of the ground’s dust Wait patiently for it The rock’s new life Wait for it patiently Rain Comes And washes everything Cleanses everything Gives new life to everybody Oh what a wonder This timeless scene Nothing has everything Everything has nothing Celebrate, sing and dance Rain invites you all

Walt Whitman the author of Leaves Of Grass seems to be a very courageous and rebellious too, although not very sure where he is heading….throwing arrows in the dark….and surprisingly some arrows have been thrown at the right place. This is what wee see all the time even a film song which touches the heart of millions has something of god in it, otherwise there is no way that song can be recognized or appreciated and same goes with the song which is not appreciated however high caliber it seems to be showing but if its not touching the heart then there is some problem with it…most probably the problem is of the ego. When you create just create without having the thought whether it will be appreciated or not….when you just create for yourself…out of joy…out of your love…..then the real creativity happens. Osho says that Walt Whitman had the potential of Rishi in him….he said many things in his poem but the real experience was lacking, he is the only American [Osho says] which he appr...

O Beautiful Yogi O Mirdad You inspire, you teach You love, you care You give, you compassion O Milarepa Gone beyond the mind Gone beyond the world Gone beyond the desire I grow in your presence O love! O Osho! Master of masters The ocean of bliss You radiate our potential You teach the child walk You give the bird wings You push the seed to be a tree You teach the man to be the master Countless are the gifts So little is the time So much to explore So much to love Gratitude O my master! They say that Guru’s work cannot be paid back Now I understand how Now I understand why Guru gives you That To be That To live That To experience That O beautiful Yogi I surrender I bow down To the miracle of the Master To his love Obeisance to the Guru Love Siddhartha

Waking up in one lovely morning Hassan was splended…. Was speechless… Seeing such a beautiful morning A morning of brightness, flowers, rain, coolness…. A morning promising hopes and divine love of god… A morning making you fresh and vibrant Dusting away all the old…. A morning of transformation… Expressing love…. A morning of completion, satisfaction and Reaching your destination… Oh Rabia! Come out and experience this heaven created By this beautiful presence…. Come out…says Hassan Nothing came but the laughter from inside…. Hassan again called Rabia… come and be a part of this green…. Are you not moved by it…. Now a bigger laughter came from Rabia Hassan surprised at all this asked…. Rabia why do you mock me…. Have I been wrong again…. Rabia giggled and smiling like a child… With the eyes of mother said… Hassan when will you come inside? The morning is beautiful revealing all its charm…. But Hassan there is a m...

Some lines, some statements cannot be ignored, while you are reading a book or listening to something... some words... some lines catch your attention...it becomes impossible to escape or ignore those words. What I feel is that your consciousness has known what needs to be known, the software is already installed but it is never used... man doesn't remember how to use it... so he just need to be reminded... it's just like children's color book, the images are in black and white and spaces are left so that the child can fill color in it. Slowly as the consciousness grows in man, the black and white picture starts turning into color picture.... it start becoming alive. It is as if like every stone is alive inside... there are beautiful sculptures of stones, the consciousness just need to touch those stones and they will become alive, vibration of life will enter in them. So knowingly is enough... once you know... you are.... you become... you are there... you are that. And t...

When the clouds are heavy with rain – Go to them – give them a chance to give you something… Because not only your heart is satisfied but also The heart of clouds – unburden them and Fill yourself with a new possibility of burden…. A burden of love – which fills you up – Which makes you overflow – Which makes you alive – a burden of love Is a burden of blessings. Not only we miss the rain but Rain also yearns for us… Rain also wants to meet – to love - to blossom – to be…. When the clouds are heavy with rain – Go to them….

P.D. Ouspensky’s greatest work “Tertium Organum” - A key to the enigmas of the world, a key to the mysteries of nature…is the greatest contribution to this century, this is another book which Osho has loved a lot and he says that Ouspensky has a rare mind – a mind of a genius – again Osho says that it’s a miracle what he has written is something which only a realized soul can and he had written this book before meeting Gurdjieff and after meeting Gurdjieff he said that now I have understood the meaning of Tertium Organum. Ouspensky says Tertium Organum is the third canon of thought – third instrument – of thoughts after those of Aristotle and Bacon. The first was Organum, the second, Novum Organum. But the third existed before the first….and Osho says about that this caught his attention…this caught fire in his heart….In those days Osho’s salary was Rs.70 and this book the most expensive one in those days costed Rs.70 and Osho purchased it….the consequences you can understand …he ...

Until now all the saints in India and most of the mystics call Sansar is Maya, but why it is Maya have you ever thought about it…most of the people just believe blindly that world is an illusion…but have you understood it…have you known it…yes the mystics have known it and understood it and they say it because they have actually gone through the experience of transcendence, then they say on the behalf of their experience. But you will be surprised to know that there is a scientific explanation to it why world is an illusion, in his book Tertium Organum, P.D Ouspensky gives a logical explanation to why is that…..this is what he says….and he starts from the very beginning….explaining each and everything…. He says that time …we divide it into 3 parts past, present and future…past which is gone, future which has not come yet…we are only left with the present…but what do we call present…the moment you say anything about the present it becomes dead…it becomes the past….we cant even ut...

The gratitude towards Osho is immense, it’s because of his love – we understand Mirdad – our consciousness is raised to the level of Mirdad. Mirdad is a book of secrets which make you wonder how does this man know…in Sufi tradition they say that there are special souls in the universe – who help the people on the path…these souls use people as a medium and express the truth of existence. These souls are called “Khidra” – this Khidra only has created the book of Mirdad. Some lines from the book…”Should you find the waiting long, it shall be made longer. Should you find it short, it shall be made shorter. Believe and be patient.” The book throws to your heart chakra – the mind simply start dying – the miraculous start giving glimpses – glimpses of love, light and beauty. Words wont do – the gifts are countless – just be and see – “Love & See Light & Be” This book is a gift to mad and crazy people.

The Book of Mirdad is full of secrets, secrets of the inner world, and secrets for transformation. It’s a beautiful story but behind each story there is a diamond hidden. The more capable you become in your awareness and consciousness the more you will be unleashing the secrets out. It’s a beautiful poetry – poetry of love and transformation. And poetry says so much which is normally so difficult to say – it touches those peaks were so difficult to reach as a human being – it gives you wings….. The master is about to leave the world – he has attained great silence and bliss in his life. Before leaving he wants to share what he has inherited – the beauty which he has seen…the pleasure which he has known…he wants to share with somebody. His only pain and sadness is that right now he doesn’t find anybody who can understand…who can inherit his treasure. His only dream is to share …. He wants to remind that there is so much …so much to explore ….so much to see… this life is too sho...

You Never Know How And When The Existence Will Start Using You For Its Purpose. You Never Know How And When You Will Be Filled With Abundance And You Will Start Raining Quenching The Thirst Of Many You Never Know How And When You Will Be Full Of Fruits And Shade And Travelers Will Take Shelter And Food From You You Never Know How And When You Will Be Filled With Love And Light And You Will Start Spreading The Fragrance Of Beauty To Everyone You Never Know How And When The Death Will Come And Make You Deathless And Life Will Start Flowing Out Of You You Never Know How And When….

Everything has its own time, Osho has spoken on The Book of Mirdad so many times but never a thought came to read it or even if it came the inspiration was lacking. And I guess the right time has come now and I have started reading The Book of Mirdad, the book is so fantastic and it’s really amazing, this author seems to have beautiful wings of imagination, it takes you so high that it triggers something in you. Reading Mirdad you come to a state of a child for whom this world is full of surprises and this feeling start coming into you… “Oh my god….how is it possible…that’s wonderful” This is a state in which the minds takes a jump into no-mind and that’s a miracle…that’s the beauty of this man’s work Mikhail Naimy …I am not sure whether he is enlightened or not but for sure his work is enlightening. He has an alchemy of creating light inside you, this man gives you a hope that still you can be a child, still you can touch the stars, still you can fly….you have wings….this m...

Friend I am still on the path....witness comes and goes...gives me glimses but its not permanent....all i can say is that try to be conscious and aware of this as much as you can....so that one day it stays with you always....even while writing to me on the orkut just be very aware of what you are typing...what you are thinking...try not to act out of old mechanism but out of awareness....keep on coming back to the moment again and again...keep on coming back to yourself....our mind has a tendency to take us with you...just be aware of this...whatever mind is doing....start with the body....than go to the mind and than the feelings and then this emptiness.... osho has given only this sadhna...be aware all the time...a time will come when the explosion will happen and this energy will transform into pure awareness.... Siddhartha On the Path....

Sitting here – doing nothing – a feeling of abundance is there I feel strongly that one has to do nothing – He is around you – Things are happening for you – Everything is been taken care of – He says you just need to be relaxed in your attitude – And everything will be fine. There is a small Gurudwara in Paharganj area, only few people visit there, that’s the beauty of it so there is less sound and trouble. Meditation happens instantly as soon as we enter in that space…some kind of energy comes and covers you like a blanket and suddenly all of your energy which was going out suddenly starts going inwards. And then there is no track of time you just float in that space…you become so light and the Rasa starts happening inside you. Meditation makes you realize that you are a king, a king whether he has nothing but his abundance will remain untouched. Love Siddhartha